I felt alone, completely and desperately so. There was a pain beginning in my side, the right, I feel it is where my emotion is draining from, it makes me wonder if there is a tourniquet large enough to stop the unceasing flow. My cocoon of quotes, maps, drawings and poems are beginning to wear on me, I long for simplicity, but all I face is clutter. In my mind images, streaming video of times past rush through, jumping from yesterday's breakfast to November's misfortuned dalliance. Songs spiral in the din of the broken, shattered past. Nirvana mixes with diFranco, which morphs into Motley which blends with My Chem who fades into Beethoven, a
TEENAGER
So young, yet we act so old.
A game of pretend,
Though you'd never know-
What is real?
What is make-believe?
When dreams beckon with open hand,
Who's to blame for what we conceive?
We sleep all day. We dream all night.
Bottles drowning our pain by dim lamp light.
With star-dusted eyes, moon-kissed lips,
We find ourselves amid poisoned sips.
Freedom, reaching for the sky,
Its bittersweet taste
Like unrequited love or a friend's goodbye.
Built from broken dreams,
We crave the life in our mind,
Weaving song lyrics to cover,
Is it easier being blind?
We make promises we'll never always keep.
Fates decided before
TEENAGER
So young, yet we act so old.
A game of pretend,
Though you'd never know-
What is real?
What is make-believe?
When dreams beckon with open hand,
Who's to blame for what we conceive?
We sleep all day. We dream all night.
Bottles drowning our pain by dim lamp light.
With star-dusted eyes, moon-kissed lips,
We find ourselves amid poisoned sips.
Freedom, reaching for the sky,
Its bittersweet taste
Like unrequited love or a friend's goodbye.
Built from broken dreams,
We crave the life in our mind,
Weaving song lyrics to cover,
Is it easier being blind?
We make promises we'll never always keep.
Fates decided before
Outside snow drifted through the frozen, lifeless air in near archaic pattern. Never flitting was the dormant wind; ever shining was the cold moon. Darkness surrounded the old house and everything in it. No light dared shine its way through the dusty windows, but deep inside an enclosed chamber a candle burnt bright, the only glowing testament that life still existed in the worn old mansion, where dust covered the mantle like a blanket and cob-webs draped the chandeliers. The air within the musty room was ancient and thick. It smelled of rotting wood and time.
Deep into the many chambers of this mansion I walked, barely breathing, followi
"Is all that we see or seem but a dream within a dream?" E.A. Poe
Current Residence: all alone, Favourite genre of music: grunge Favourite style of art: poetry Favourite cartoon character: Light Yagami from Death Note Personal Quote: "Nothing lasts forever."
Wow, I've forgotten this could happen.. but damn has it come back with a vengeance! From olives (no one will understand this), to broken phones and missing numbers and the 23s.. God, everything has been cosmic lately. Anyways, since there is only one person who will read this and understand.. I will stop here.
Answers.. I mean I need answers. -The Corpse Bride.
Regardless.. I have been thinking a ton about silly things like.. virginity. I want to write a new short story about a girl struggling with the decision of popping the cherry, and also follow a few other characters- her friends/boyfriend/ etc. I want to know what Virginity means to you. To me its very difficult to understand. I have talked to all my girl friends and some cherish virginity like it is a crystal glass, others threw it away and regret it, others held on to it and regret it more, and some haven't considered it, some have lost it and don't feel strongly one way or the other about
~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~
[c] You're Incredibly Lustful/Sexual
[c] Sex Is Almost Always On Your Mind.
[c] You Could Make Someone Fall Completely In Love With You By Merely Kissing Them. (I could get you off with my kisses.)
[ ] You're Not A Virgin. (Sort of..)
[ ] You Burn Through Lovers Quickly.
[c] You Can Make Love With Someone And Drop Them In The Same Breath.
[c] If You Don't "Feed" Your Lust, You Go Insane.
[ ] You Have Strong/Long Nails.
[ ] You Could Get Nearly Anyone You Want.
~WEREWOLF~
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[c] You Love The Moon.
[ ] You're Very Loyal.
[ ] If You L